Tuesday, July 31, 2007

driving

driving is scary...


you know especially on PIE when it's so crowded, motocyclists cut your lane, so do taxi drivers and many "speeder-ists" vehicles... and at night, it's worse. All you see is lights...

and yah, i went to changi to ferry my dad home... from AirPort... i took PIE

driving there was scary.


really scary. especially when your car moves down a slope on the highway and moves faster and faster, and still so many cars that are speeding speed past you... and the slopes on PIE are curved.


goodness*



maybe, it'll take a while more before i get comfortable actually driving a car... in driving school, i never went above 70km/h... and mostly only hit 50km/h and below now, it's 90km/h... on a highway.



and you know, I'm a drifter. Not the Tokyo drift style though...

it happens when i look left, or right, the car tends to pull to the side i look at. and that's dangerous, cos it moves into another person's lane...

and I can't help it cos so many motorist are speeding past and so close by... and big vehicles tend to push you away to one side naturally. You know... cos you don't want to be close to a BIG truck or something... so i keep drifting.

and I actually prayed while driving cos it was scary... but of course with my eyes open =D


i thank God i didn't meet into any accident along the way... and had a safe journey home.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

i realise time really flies...


sometimes i wish it'd slow down for a while...


but other times i wish it'd speeds ahead...


and but now i wish it'd slow down for a while...

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

d r i v i n g t e s t

I THANK GOD I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST - 23rd July 2007

So scary. the Tester was so fierce. scolded me, "Why you step the accelerator until to noisy ah?!" didn't smile at all... there were butterflies all in my stomach... you know like just before exams feeling... awwww... that feeling...




I saved quite a bit of money. If I failed, i guess i'd be spending 200-300 dollars more on driving revision lessons and a re-test.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

my blessed Twin Tooth

God never fails to amaze me...

You know... yesterday my boss asked me to take an off today.
So I did... and then I browsed www.bbdc.com.sg to search for an available slot...
and You know what? I found a slot at 12.05-1.45... that was the first amazing thing i thank God for. Cos I wanted to get a day driving since I was on OFF for today, and my test would be nearing soon. (Coming Monday 2pm)... And almost all my previous Driving lessons were night driving lessons, which explains why my driving's cheaper cos i took the cheaper lessons.

Now, that my driving test would be a day test (there are no night tests by the way), I needed to practice in a day setting. And I found out, it's actually easier to drive in the day. haha.

ok. So actually I had already booked a night lesson also for today. And I decided to sell it last night. (if cancellation is made 48Hours before the lesson itself, you'll have to sell your lesson to somebody else) ..................So, Today, my lesson managed to get sold, so... that was good. I didn't have to go for driving again at night cos it's tiring. That was the second amazing thing, to manage to get my driving lesson sold...

BUT i haven't said the most amazing thing today.

So I woke up at 10.30a.m. ... ready to go for driving. Then my boss told me that I could get a dental referal from a polyclinic. At 11.05a.m. I was at the bus stop. I made my way down to Bukit Batok Polyclinic dental section. I reached at 11.25a.m. Gosh! I'm going to be late for driving lessons.. Cos i'd be going for driving lessons at 12.05p.m.

And You know, I went up to the Dental place, and to the counter. I asked the lady if I could make an appointment... and the earliest time I could get an appointment by.

You know what she said? 3months. "WHAT?! 3 months" I was thinking.

And then, I asked if it was possible to make it earlier... she said it was already fully booked all the way.

Even my SAF dental at Nee Soon Camp took only 3-4 weeks wait... which is at 15 August when I made an appointment.

Then I was about to leave... and then this thing happened.

It was AMAZING!!!!

I THANK GOD FOR THE suPEr NICE LADY AT THE REGISTRATION COUNTER...

She looked into the appointment list. And saw that at 11.30a.m. exactly, there was an appointment that was to be missed... and she said she'll try to schedule me right into that slot... asked me to wait for 5 minutes, and told me to tell the dentist if she asked, to say that I called in for a last minute appointment. She tried to squeeze me into that slot to do me a favour! =D

How much more timely, coincidental, cool can it get?

For me to step into the clinic at 11.25a.m., and actually having to wait 3 months to get an appointment to see the dentist... An appointment at the very instant was being canceled and made just for me... and that I could see the dentist there and then...

and the whole session took less than 1/2 hour until 12p.m. to have my teeth checked, to get my X-Ray done, just almost in time for driving lessons at 12.05p.m..... I mean how much faster can seeing a dentist or a doctor get, especially in a government polyclinic?

I saw that the Estimated Wait time to see a doctor was 2hours! and For a dEntist, 3 MONTHS! and so, I took a cab and it was almost green light all the way to BBDC... even though i was late 10 mins for driving lessons, but the remaining 1 and 1/2 Hours spent driving made me confident of driving again, even after about 3-4weeks of not driving a manual car.

Isn't it coooool? God never fails to amaze me.

I was quite worried on Sunday when I found out it was a bone. And on Monday, there was a medical conference at my Camp where I could consult a top Orthodontics dentist, and today, getting a slot almost immediately without any waiting time to get to see a dentist for an X-Ray and a referral to Alexandra hospital in such a short time...

You know, all these tell me that God's still with me even in a small TOOTH problem that made me worry quite a bit...

and that He's sooOoooooooooooooooooo cool.

It's unthinkable to think that such events can fall in place with such timing and coincidence, all just for my TWIN tooth!

I have a blessed twin tooth... !

now, this is the X-Ray I got...

can you see it? that's my bottom jaw, off the center to the right...

There's a possibility that the left side of my lower jaw may have one too cos there's a lump on my gum.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

tooth fairy twin tooth

the tooth fairy gave me another tooth. LITERALLY.

It has been about 1 weeek. And I felt something strange that came out from my gums. At first I thought it was an ulcer. My tongue kept rubbing against it, and feeling it. It seemed to be a small bubble.

But, on sunday, I couldn't take it anymore. It didn't go away. So I looked at it again, it looked like a white bubble on my gums. And then I stuck my index finger and tried to touch it. Hmmm, it seemed like quite a hard bubble. Then I tried using my finger nail.

That was when I was shocked to find out it was a bone in my gums....

And You know? It isn't my wisdom tooth.

So it was already a Sunday when I found out.
Oh man... it's coming out from behind the 5th Molar, 4teeth from the last teeth... bottom right of my jaw. It's basically close to the centre right of my lower jaw. HOW CAN IT BE A WISDOM TOOTH?

So i decided to ask my Medical officers... and You know what? They said, "could it be a fish bone stuck there?" And for a moment, I really thought, hmm, that's so strange. I kept trying to remember a time where I ate a fish bone and it poked into my gums... and maybe stayed there for many years before it decided to re-surface.


AND so, I really thank God for today.

You know, there was a Medical Seminar that was being held. And this time, there was more emphasis on dental care, and dental surgical procedures, and all that dental stuff like cosmetics, gum tissue regeneration. Different doctors and different dental surgeons were sharing about their own area of specialisation...

And You know, how coincidental can it be for this Seminar, this time, to focus on dental specialisations and, yah, where so many top dental surgeons gathered at one area, and when I really needed one. I thank God for sending me a dentist when I really needed one.

From sunday, till monday, till tuesday, I have been wondering why there's a small protruding bone from my gum out of no where. It was quite scary because I thought or sort of knew that I needed to take an X-Ray eventually, go through some operation and extract it.

I tried several times using my fingernail, to pull against the bone and it felt like a teeth... it was deep in my gums, and I could feel pressure as I tried to pull. CAN YOU IMAGINE, I thought the white thing was a ulcer, a small bubble on my gums... *you know it's a teeth in your gums when the feeling is the same as applying pressure on your other teeth.

Yah. But today during the Medical Seminar, I got an opportunity to consult a certain cosmetic dentist on it. He works in Orchard Road...sun tech city i think... quite a famous dental surgeon i suppose.

He was amazing. So professional.

I asked him if it was normal to have an extra tooth.
Cos I already counted, I HAVE 16 TEETH on my lower jaw. 16!!!!
I don't have wisdom teeth... that's an even number.
If that bone was a teeth, that'll be 17 teeth, oh man, it's so WIERD!

He took a look, immediately asking me how many teeth I had.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... I let him look into my mouth. He took off his glasses and begun to observe.
It was a first 3 sec glance, and he could tell how many teeth I had.
It was another a 3 sec glance, and he said, you've got a 5th Suprimolar, or Supernumerary , or SUpersomthing Twin teeth...something like that. at least it sounded like that.

"What?! That means I've got an extra teeth?"

"Yes", he said. "It's happens, It's not common, but not rare either."

"Then what do I do?"

"First You've got to take an x-ray to see if the roots are deep or not. If they're still shallow, you'll need to extract your current 5th Molar Teeth... and let the new one grow in place..."

"You mean, it'll just fit in nicely if it has shallow roots? How long will that take?" I asked, curious, yet amazed at how pro he was, and also shocked to find that I had a TWIN teeth.

"It'll probably take a year."

"Then what if I extract that extra teeth instead?" I asked, hoping that I wouldn't lose my current molar that has served me so faithfully for the past many many years...

"It'll be more complicated that way..." and he said a bit more things that I didn't really understand.


The conversation soon ended, and I got a free consultation from one top dentist. And so, we went back to the Auditorium, where his lecture was next. You know, the only part I played in the midst of this Medical Seminar in my camp was taking a Video of them lecturing. and WOW...! some specialist dentist who's been at it for the past 30 years.... who specialises in something about solving abnormal gums/teeth problems... gives me a free consultation!!!

This was an extremely Timely time to hold a medical conference, where for the first time, there was emphasis on dental stuff, and where many dentists gathered too.

Oh well.
I guess I'll have to get an X-ray done soon before the teeth grows out. The dental surgeon said that it'll lead to a lot more complications if I leave it to grow...

And sigh* I'm scared of being operated on... or even having my teeth extracted and my gums stitched together again...

and having a hole in my smile for at least a Year.

Where goes my full teeth smile when I extract that one molar?

it feels something like when I broke my 2 front teeth in Secondary 4...

oh man.
I try to find an opportunity in this problem. pray for me. I hate the thought of going through an operation, or even a tooth extraction. I've never done a tooth extraction before!

But...

So I thank GOD for giving me a nice set of teeth.
I thank GOD that I still have a whole set of teeth minus 2 halves of 2 teeth.
I thank GOD that the fillings of the 2 halves have not come out since I filled them.
I thank GOD that I got a free consultation by a dental surgeon.
I thank GOD that I came to know that I had an extra teeth early before it was too late.
I thank GOD that it's gonna be all fine... ... and again...

I still thank You and always will... =]


Guess what I learnt today?
Only 50 percent of the population have wisdom teeth. Of the 50 percent who have wisdom teeth, only 50 percent have 2 wisdom teeth. The rest have 4 wisdom teeth. The dentist said so. =D

Sunday, July 15, 2007

in your anger DO NOT sin

The sermon was really a timely sermon.

I thought it was great, and it was exactly what God had been speaking to me this week.

anger was a problem for me for the past week...

I seldom feel angry at people, and when I do, it usually don't last long. But this week was different.

At work, there was this new colleague under me, who made me really really angry. AND, oh man... I felt like scolding him and blahhh.

It was a buildup from his work attitude, to pushing the blame, to not wanting to do work, not having ownership of his trainees... and so happens, I'm currently running a course now. His trainees are my trainees... and yah. I got really really angry when he decided to do something to spite me and my friend... and even called us **#!*...maybe vulgarities have become normal to them?... i really dislike vulgarities. You know, how difficult it is not to sin in anger...? and I realised it at that moment.

And I worse still, he's a new guy and this is the first course he has taken. And he's supposed to be understudying me and my friend who is more senior in position and rank and experience than him. Yah... It wasn't only anger, it was pride too. and I'm like.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... ok.

And It became so tempting to start to complain about how bad he was, wad kind of mistakes he has, all his flaws... and even my judgement had become biased. Everything else about him that had a flaw came to mind... past and present, from the time he first stepped into my office, to that very day.

then God tells me "Don't gossip..." ... wah. Complaining about someone is gossip too! It was really a struggle.

and You know what?...

I gossiped.

I still complained about what he did... and *sighhhhh

Suddenly, I felt so bad... oh man. God told me not to gossip...
(complaining to others about someone can be gossip too!)

*sigh... and but God still spoke to me more. He told me to start to bless him, to help him... and yah, it was just like what PsDaniel said during the last part of service.

There and then, this colleague went to bring the trainees to visit the different Navy Ships. And but, forgot to bring important documents that would permit and allow them to go on the visit... it was a chance to complain and get back and REVENGE!...haha, but you know? God told me to speak up for him and to tell my boss that it'd still be okay... and that things will work out fine because I'll be sending him the documents through the mail and get one of my friend to print it out for him over there. That's the first way I could bless him... even though he made me so angry that very morning.

Ok. So i thought I already forgiven him... well. i thought I did.

Sis Wp told us about anger, and gossip and yah, implosive and those I could really relate to... and when Ps Daniel told us to bless our enemies, that I could relate too also.

and You know something amazing?... God had already showed me verses on anger earlier during the week before that incident... and He did it in a very very interesting way. My dad was very angry at my maid for doing some stuff on purpose, and yah.. it was when he was reading his bible then. So i took a look at what my dad was reading and saw that he was on this page on the bible, that had the verse, bless your enemies, and it'll be like hot coal upon their heads.. and ya, my mum said, do not let the sun go down while you are still angry...

So verses like "in your anger do not sin" and like the one that says that if we "bless our enemies, it'll be like hot coal upon their heads", and like "do not let the sun go down while you are still angry"... these verses were what God had spoken to me before the sermon and more amazingly, before the incident that made me really angry with him.

and ya... towards the end of the service, Sis Wp told us to write the names of those who were were angry with and we wanted to forgive... I thought, Mmm maybe I'd already forgiven him. But I still wrote his name down.

"Tan Ah Gao" on the piece of paper...haha kidding. that wasn't his name..

ok. then Sis Wp told us after to write the things that made us angry... and when I started to write, the more I wrote, the more angry I began to feel again... seriously... and suddenly I realised, that it still affected me.

wow. you know, writing things you don't like about a person can be a litmus test to see if you are still angry or have you already forgiven the person...

yah.

So I went to the front.

I decided to forgive.

and God reminded me how when Jesus was persecuted and crucified, how he even asked God to forgive the people who wronged him. That was love.

And I told God to forgive the person too, on top of wanting to bless him.

it was great =D

Friday, July 13, 2007

A little list of Testimonies

Today, what I learnt from Ps Daniel during meeting...

To count your blessings, one by one.

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Always think of the wonderful things God has done...

Jehosaphat's prayer 2 Chronicles 20:

are You not?

did You not?

will You not?

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Remind ourselves that God is God...

And what God did for us before...

So will He not do it again?



it's so important to remember the things God has done for us... how much God has blessed us with, one by one...

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those Testimonies that I can remember, yup...
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God uses Timothy during PnW leading in school even though he had a sore throat, and the song spoke to people from our Church.
- Q1 2007.

God allows Stacy to speak to her family a lot of things, and really have quality time with her family on

- 17th June 2007.

God helps Rachel lead her group so effectively, and teaches her how to lead her group in every way during OBS!and Thank God for allowing Stacy to be in Rachel's group to go through OBS together out of 300 students!
- 2nd Week of June 2007

Read Rachel’s blog for much more details of her testimony! Really powerful how God works everything out. http://apple-orchids.blogspot.com/


This coming June Holidays, Cheng Yu may not be able to come for 3 SATURDAYS due to CCA camps, so pray that he can come and his teacher will allow him to come... and ChengYu's teacher did!
- Just before June 2007 school holidays

God helps Rosaline's sleep cycle get back on track.
- Q1 2007

God helps Rachel in her SYF Dance, Tuesday 2pm, and her school gets GOLD WITH HONOURS!
- Q2 2007

God helped Cheng Yu get rid of his desire to play R.O. right after encounter retreat.
- 13th - 14th June 2007

God speaks to Eugene a lot about what Jesus did for us in the Passion of the Christ.
- 13th - 14th June 2007

God gives Jordan an OFF for the next day at 7.30pm the night before the encounter retreat so that I could go.
- 12th June 2007

God helps Jordan through my ISAT examination which is on the 2nd day of encounter retreat when I got a mind block half way through the paper. And I’m really thank God for the results.

- 14th June 2007

God helps Jordan with his university application and interviews, and arranged it so well that every thing fell into place. God made him reactivate my deactivated hotmail account at the exact timing, the day before the interview mail came in with all the details. If not he would have missed it or found no other way of contacting them.
- Q2 2007


God speaks to me about a lot of worries and comforts me about his choice of University and also spoke to me about how my life should change and I should start to treasure every thing that God has placed in my life, my family, my friends, my church, my small group.. - Jordan

- 10th June 2007

God helps Jordan by providing enough time through a delay in setting up some surgical containers, so that he can charge his video camera on time to take the shot. If not he'll be in deep trouble.
- Q2 2007

God heals my mother of her backache. The first time we every laid hands on someone in my family.
- May 2007

My Auntie who had cancer was a strong Bhuddist came to know God and accept him just before she passed away... my family was praying for her. I really really wanted God to heal her miraculously, but God didn't. But God gave my auntie something better, and that was salvation... when my Mum spoke to her about God in a Malaysia visit, she accepted Christ as her personal lord and savior.
- Q4 2006

hmm!!!! God helped me!!!! Monday morning i was rushing to OCS, I got a cab near 7am and suppose to reach there by 8. First of all, the traffic up from Ang Mo Kio to Jurong area used to be very busy in the morning. Secondly, the travel distance would take more than 30mins excluding jam. thirdly, i have to walk around OCS to find the building since I’m new. with so many factors that could lead me to reporting late and a consequence of an offend, God answered my prayer when i pray for smooth traffic, reach by 7:30 so i can have time to find the building. And true enough, the traffic was ultra smooth, and my cab reach there at 7:30 plus minus 2mins!!!! That's sooooooooo cool!!!! God helped me too with the direction as the cab driver willingly drive me to the guard and let the guard guide me. I'm the first to reach the office!!! Surprisingly 7:40!!! Sense that God is telling me that when I have faith, he who is more faithful is willing to answer my prayers and I'm growing to be more sensitive to God again!!! Hallelujah!! – Ken
- 25 June 2007

God teaches me how not to be envious of people and to do things not for man but for God. My workplace was supposedly to have nobody in the whole of the 4th week of June and there was a lot of work to do. Well, there was this sailing trip that was put up… and my friend volunteered for it. It was a good trip, but I decided not to go because there was not enough people to stay behind. So, this naturally meant that this week, I was supposed to do most of the work… and when there was more work than I thought I could handle, I became quite stressed and started to compare. I started to become envious of my friend who was to go on the sailing trip… and thoughts like what if I were the one on the trip… or how I wished I volunteered for it instead… but God told me that I was wrong… and yah… towards the middle of the 3rd week, I decided to do things for God and to rely on Him, and stop comparing, cos it makes me really tired. And yah, things got much much much better. And you know what?... on the day just before the trip, 24th June, there was an announcement that the trip was cancelled. Can you imagine if I was jealous and remained like that and for nothing? I really think this was a test from God, and it really taught me to be a good steward of what I have and not be envious over what I don’t. - Jordan
- 3rd week of June

Monday, July 09, 2007

a Dreamers Essay

dreams are an awesome creation...really.

especially big dreams! and it's really cool to see people fulfill their dreams.

and you know it's exciting to have for Yourself dreams and to fulfill them...

but where do I start from? had and have lotsa dreams... some good some bad....

confessions:
I wanted to be a one-shot kill CounterStrike Player. My friends said I was a cheater. It was skill ok! haha.
I wanted to be a neopets millionaire in Secondary 2.
I wanted to enter the Top Kingdom in Utopia and be a ranked province in an online game.
I wanted to have a powerful Maple Story character. *don't laugh***
I wanted the best gears for my Gun Bound character.

And all these I got eventually, You know Why?

those were dreams too.
and having dreams are powerful, cos dreams gear your engines of determination and effort towards a goal.

I think the amount of time i spent on computer games in secondary school was scary. at least 4 hours a day? There was a time I was completely addicted to games... and my parents bought me my own PC. Games in excess are bad... *but that disproves the theory that the computer destroys your eyesight... i'm still left and right 6/6.

Thank God all my accounts were banned eventually.hAha.
Thank God my Brother stole all my Neopets Money and items because I gave him the password.
Thank God that my Computer broke down, and never worked properly since...
Thank God that I joined guitar and hockey in JC1 which took up the entire week...
which then after I lost almost all interest in computer games...during JC life.


a better dream to have..

to be a doctor. *has been a dream since primary school?...or was it sec 1... and this is actually the reason why I chose to go NJC... so that I could do well at least score the results needed for that dream... at first, I wanted to do well to be on top, you know... like being 1st or 2nd or Top 5 Percent and 10 Percent is like "WOW!" and you get 500 dollars, or 300 dollars, or a 50 dollar Borders Voucher and a "LOOK at ME" Certificate and mEdal.

But now, I think doing well because of a dream gave me so much more push to excel, much more than the gratification of the CERT, or the little incentives, or the "LOOK at ME" Certificates... cos I sort of knew that if I didn't do well, there goes this dream. And what if that dream was God's plan for me? I always thought so... so I decided to want to excel for that reason.

mmmm, I've got distant dreams . . . someday I want to be a pediatrician.... I want to go China to set up orphanages... I want to start a large drug company selling/giving cheap drugs to countries needing it...

maybe that's why Dreams are ImpOrtAnt! and why BiG dreams are imPOrtant too! and I believe God does place dreams in our hearts... a lot of it will be His plans for you. well, mine was to be a doctor... What's Yours?


to excel in studies. *it started from primary 6 when I dropped out of EM1 because I did so badly... then in Secondary school, to get into triple science... well, computer games took a lot of time away and I didn't do so well in sec 1 and sec 2. Thank God that He killed my computer a few weeks before Sec 4 Prelims... * NOW, it's my REst Time. HAHA. *soon, in future, it'll be time to study again, harder than I did before for University because, that's stewardship. My parents will spend a bomb to send me overseas, and God did give me a place to study, and I must be a good steward of what God has blessed me with. And that's my dream.


to see my small group members grow. *you know, I never told anyone this before. There was this once, Ps Daniel preached about Fruitfulness... and I remember that day. It was different, and I told God that I wanted to live a fruitful year this year. That week, Zi bing asked if I wanted to lead a small group to do the Experiencing God. I didn't want to at first, but you know, I sort of knew that was God answering me. So at the start, haha... i admit that I thought that being a small group leader would help me grow, and yah, i thought that was how God answered my prayer... but it didn't really exactly. Because it started off as obligations to the role assigned... I do this chapter because of the role, I remember that verse because of the role again... But I think that fruitfulness really starts when I see God work in those around my small group members... and I really love them. Every one of them is precious to God you see. But of course there are times I feel incompetent... yah... pray for me.


to be a excellent worker in my Workplace for now, and an excellent doctor in future. *it's difficult. so different from normal school life, or maybe different from normal army go jungle fight enemy kind of life. Welcome to the OFFICE. I do admit that where I work is already one of the best places to work in the whole of SAF so far. But, there's always an attitude check that I've always gotta do.
*First, it's easy to slack... so many people do... even myself at times. And to Not to do means doing the work of those who slack too... *that takes extreme patience, humility and yah, doing it for GOD! You know when I first came into my Branch, work was constantly being pushed around, from They to You and always back to me because I don't like to push it to others to do too... You know being a sergeant isn't easy too. I learnt swallow your rank and just do =)
*Second, it's easy to give excuses... and I think many excuses are lies... when asked why work is not done or why it's done wrong.
*Third, it's a truth. No one likes to do office work!!! boring...haha
*Fourth, it's easy to look forward to ORD and then, leave all the work for one poor guy to do. 3months to ORD you see... 1 month left of OFF and LEAVE to clear = 2months of work left.

Well, I guess what Pastor Daniel said about Attitude is true, and is what I needed to hear... and to always keep a constant check on my Attitude at work.


Ain't God amazing. Actually when I look back at my life, *i'm not very old btw.... *, but yah, I start to see how step by step, God opens doors and directed me towards my dreams...or His plans, number one becoming a doctor. From Primary School PeiHwaSec, to Secondary School, FairfieldSec, to Pre-University NationalJuniorCollege, to Overseas each step, each day, each test, each exam, one step at a time.

When I decided that God was real in my life in hmmm secondary school? from no Church, to some Church in East Coast, to some church in Clementi, to some church in along Bukit Timah Area, to COSBT, to Y.I Camp, to Youth Impact, to cell groups, to Corban and to I4C, to Small Group... each camp, each service, each sermon, each cell group session, each friend made...one step at a time.

Like a whole big picture, or an art piece, or garment being weaved together.... *this is literature*

It would have taken much painstaking effort to plan so much detail in each Dream, and then lead me to follow it...ain't God amazing!?


so,

KEEP DREAMING... and start with an ATTITUDE CHANGE. =)

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*punches hands in the air and shout, "I'm in control! C'mon, C'mon people!" ..... "Shout it Loud... I'm IN CONTROLLLLLLLLLLLLL" ... eat fire... eat fire...
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thank You Zi Bing for organising the AMAZING amazing race =) i thought it was really really really fun.

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