"He is no fool to lose what he cannot keep, to gain what he cannot lose"
Jim Elliot. Shadow of the Almighty

i'm gonna start reading this awesome book. tho' i tried on the aeroplane back...
i'm not an avid reader, and i have short concentration span...
and "I can't read" is always my excuse but a genuine one...
so it takes more patience, determination, concentration, motivation to go through a single book...

***if i were to count the number of storybooks containing more than a 100 pages that i've completed reading in my entire life, i think i could use 10 fingers... in fact, 10 fingers may be more than enough... i'd probably use one hand.

things i need to do...


I need to prepare for my cambodia mission trip.
I need to prepare for my my exams next year.
I need to prepare for an application for some exemption thingy i'm trying for.
I need to prepare for ....

maybe...
i'll seriously learn Bahasa Indonesia this time round. maybe I should enrol for lessons... ... maybe then I can help out my mum in her indonesian fellowship. that'd be something interesting to do in Singapore :)

maybe...
i'll pick up jazz piano from someone willing to teach me... i hope. i always tried to learn from YouTube... mannn its hard.


so i can't waste away my time... i shouldn't bum around like i did last year.





To God.
be the wake of my sleep. be the first thought i think. be the air I breathe. be the life in me. be the words in my speech. be my hope of salvation. be my strength and song. be the God of me.